Dear John

".. the saddest people I've ever met in life are the ones who don't care deeply about
anything at all. Passion and satisfaction go hand in hand and without them, any happiness
is temporary, because there's nothing to make it last" - Savannah Lynn Curtis

*Quoted from the novel "Dear John" by Nicholas Sparks. I had read this book for the second time around and still found it beautiful. I recommend you to read this one :)

I'm speechless.

One of the best feelings in the world is when
you're hugging a person you love really tight
and they hug you back even tighter :)


Hi blogger :) Namiss kong magpost sayo :'( May i-sheshare ako.. Inis na inis ako sa sarili ko kasi di ko sya nakausap ng matagal nun :/ matagal na naman bago ko sya ulit makita . Nakakainis talaga. Hindi ko pa sinulit ang pangyayaring yun. Pero okay lang.. hi-nug nya ko. :) HAHAHA. articles ko. xD May sparks pa blogger :) Sana di sya mailang no? hmm. kk pows.

P.S There's one thing Im sure of : Im still inlove with him.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19) Patient and wise. Practical and rigid.. Ambitious. Tends to be Good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimistic. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be Unfriendly at times.. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want. 20 years of good luck if you forward.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality….. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional… Can be a bit rebellious… Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out…. Eccentric personality. 11 years of luck if you forward.

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don ‘t like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. 8 years of good luck if you forward.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19) Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous… Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (Easily angered..) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. 16 years of good luck if you forward.

TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20) Charming but aggressive.. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings that are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally… Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous… 12 years of good Luck if you forward

GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20) Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty… Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Like change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent. Beautiful physically and mentally. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22) Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person.. Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22) Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control.. Like boundaries.. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help Others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted.. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy… Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos.. Attractive. 13 years of bad luck if you do not forward…..

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22) Dominant In relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word.. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy.. Often shy. Pessimistic… 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - O ct 22) Nice to everyone they meet. Can’t make up their mind … Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful… Flirtatious Give in too easily. Procrastinators.. Very gullible. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21) Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser.. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges.. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long Relationships. Talkative… Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21) Good-natured optimist… Doesn’twant to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome)..Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing.. Doesn’t like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient…. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends.. Flirtatious. Doesn’t like rules… Sometimes hypocritical.. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn’t like being doubted.. beautiful inside and out

First Sem down, 7 more to go!

Natapos na ang First Semester. Sembreak na ! Yes. sarap ng feeling!
Sa nakalipas na apat na buwan, madami akong experiences:

1.Naging "alcoholic" ako. -I mean,palagian nakong gumagamit ng alcohol
para sa kamay ko.Pagkatapos ko magbayad sa jeep/LRT/bus,mag-aalcohol kagad ako.
arti no. xD

2.Natuto akong mag-tago ng emosyon.'chos. Natuto akong itago ang takot,lungkot,kaba,galit
kahit habang naglalakad sa kalsada.

3.Marami akong bagong lugar na napuntahan at nalibot.Nalaman ko ang pasikot-sikot sa Recto,
Morayta, Avenida, Quiapo, Mendiola, Gastambide,Araneta ,Quezon Blvd.atbp.

4.May bago akong pagkain na natuklasan at ang pinakapaborito ko ay ang Shawarma Rice sa
 Gastambide.Naging palagian kaming customer dun ng mga ka-block ko.

5.Pili lang ang kinukwentuhan ko sa mga ka-block ko ng buhay ko.Karamihan pa ay mga
ka-course ko.syemperd,sila lagi kong kasama.Depende sa isa,Pol Sci yung kinuha.Siya lang
ang nag-iisang di ko ka-course na super kilala ako? at vice versa.

6. Iba't-ibang uri rin ng tao ang nakasalamuha ko.hmm. astigin man,mabait,lukaret,lasengga/
lasenggero,sobrang tahimik,kikay,becky (bading),yobmot,sobrang epal,teacher's pet, late comers,
gangster(as in yung tototo),mga SK ng manila (district6) at marami pa.

7.Natuto akong mag-mura.Super. Siguro dahil palagi kong naririnig sa mga kausap
ko sa klase.Pero di dapat yun ang tamang dahilan ika nga, Napansin ko na, ang pangit
pakinggan,lalo na kapag babae pa ang nagsasabi nun.Kaya,iniwasan ko na gamitin yun.

8.Eto, Yosi. Muntikan ko nang i-try.Na-curious kasi ako kung
anung feeling.Buti na lang di ko tinuloy.Naalala ko kasi yung
pinagsasabi ko nung highschool na : "Gusto ko pag namatay ako,ayokong dahil sa
sirang organ sa katawan ko.." naawa ako sa Lungs ko.

9.Napuntahan ko rin ang iba't-ibang simbahan na malapit sa UE -San Sebastian Church,

10. Na-balanse ko ang oras ko. Naglalaan ako ng oras sa Pag-rerelax, foodtrip, bonding sa
mga kaibigan ko nung Highschool at ngayong College, sa pagrereview, sa pang-uurat,
sa pakikinig sa walang humpay na mga istorya ng buhay at problema ng mga kaibigan ko ngayong
college at pati nung highschool.

11. Naging paborito kong subject ang Math at Logic na di ko masyadong ka-close nung
highschool pati nung gradeschool.Anggaling kasi ng professor e. Ang weird nga e,Yung Prof
namin sa Math,becky tapos yung sa Logic yobmot.HAHAHA. wala lang,dapat nagpalitan
na lang sila ng identity. bad! :P

12.Tuwing gabi ng linggo,natuto akong manuod ng mga Documentary films sa 11.Hindi
ko alam kung bakit. Karamihan kasi nung mga film ay tungkol sa tunay na buhay sa Manila
tulad nung mga pamilyang walang matirahan at nakatira lang sa kalsada.At the same time kasi,
nakikita ko talaga sa pag-pasok yung katulad nila na palaboy-laboy lang sa daanan.Parang kitang-
kita ko talaga yung nasa film sa araw-araw na pagdaan ko sa mga lugar na yun.

13.Naranasan kong maglunch habang nasa harap yung prof.Pero di nya ko napansin?ewan

ko lang.wapakels naman yun e xD


14.Naranasan kong makipagkaibigan sa mga foreigners kong klashmeyts. chos. nosebleed me xD

15.Na-try kong mag-aral sa loob ng CR (kasama si Jhang Flores).Buset,yung time kasi na yun,
Naka-pe uniform kami,e bawal pumasok sa library ng naka-uniform,tas natripan na lang naming sa
CR mag-aral.Kaming dalawa lang tao dun.HAHAHA. mga trip e xD


16. 4 na beses kong naranasang di pagbayarin ng pamasahe sa jeep at 1 beses sa bus ng driver at nung konduktor.. di ko alam kung bakit.siguro mukha kong pulubi xD HAHAHAHA!

17.First time kong mag-rap sa harap ng maraming tao tas nandun pa yung prof ko. NAKAKAHIYA TALAGA!!

10 Habits to a Happy life

1.Smile in the mirror when you wake up.
2.Greet somebody "good morning."
3.Complement someone
4.Do something productive.
5.Have lunch with friends
6.Have time to relax even once a week.
7.Laugh at silly things.
8.Eat your favorite desert once in a while.
9.Pray with your heart
10.Say "goodnight" to someone special before you sleep.

From Mom ,With love.

Ang aga kong nagising kanina. Tinignan ko yung phone ko. 12 messages. may text ni mama. binasa ko. andami nyang text. May qoutes tapos may message. I sa sa mga text nya eto:

"..Ingat kayo dyan palagi.Pray lagi. Ingatan mo mga kapatid mo.Tulungan mo papa mo at si ria.Be strong, smart, alert. may tiwala ako sayo. goodnight.."

First time ko yun marinig(text kasi to e)? kay mama. natouch ako. Share lang :)

UE Math Idol 2011

Tawa muna. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA!
O eto na. Napasali ako ng wala sa oras sa Math Quizbee. tama MATH. shemay.
mahihimatay ako. x) chos. Yung isa ko kasing ka-block pinilit ako.Di daw sya sasali kapag di ako sumali. So sumali nako. yun. chill lang naman. Trigo, College Algebra at Stats yung pinakatopic. Nakita namin yung mga sumali. Puro Accountants at Engineer yung sumali. Nung makita to nung kablock ko sabi: "Roana, wag na tayo sumali. *toot puro magagaling to sa math oh." ako: ayos lang yan. paki nila x) experience naman natin.

Elimination Round.
Tatlo lang kaming naglakas loob na sumali sa Quizbee na yun sa section namin.
Na late kami.Pagdating namin dun nag-sstart na magsagot yung ibang students. written pa lang yung Elimination Round. Kukuha ng Top 20 na nakakuha ng mataas na score sa written test na yun para sa next round..

Nagstart na ko magsagot. unang question, Factoring. So easy easy ng onti.tutal lesson pa namin yun. tapos hanggang sa nagtagal na. hayup. dinugo na utak o. May isang problem dun di ko maalimutan :

(1000001 raise to 2 ) times (999999 raise to 2) divided by 100001

bawal calculator.edi nagakanda dugo dugo talaga utak ko.Minanu-mano ko. wew. parang nasa impyerno lang x) (todo maka-react e.)

hahaha. yun lang. pag tapos nung Eimination round, Napamura yung a block ko. Sising-sisi sya na sumali.
sabi ko okay lang yan.Minsan lang yan ma-experience x)

At di na kami umasang makakasai pa sa next round. Bow. :)