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I love mornings

The first thing I do when I wake up in the morning is to look in the mirror and smile in my reflection. Afterwards, I exercise. Just the simple one ─ stretching my arms and legs here and there, jumping jack and walking back and forth for about 6 times. After that, I prepare my tea and breakfast. I eat my breakfast outside while enjoying the landscape. The surrounding is quite calm and seems to promise new hope and challenges for the rest of the day. The birds are singing melodiously as the sun slowly comes out of its hiding place. In weather like this, I feel so good and relaxed. I love mornings for it's one way of reminding me how lucky I am to be given another day by our Lord.

Mother knows best

"Nobody knows of the work it makes

To keep the home together, 
Nobody knows of the steps it takes, 
Nobody knows -- but Mother."
*Author unknown

Forgiveness

“I don’t know if I continue, even today, always liking myself. But what I learned to do many years ago was to forgive myself. It is very important for every human being to forgive herself or himself because if you live, you will make mistakes- it is inevitable. But once you do and you see the mistake, then you forgive yourself and say, ‘Well, if I’d known better I’d have done better,’ that’s all. So you say to people who you think you may have injured, ‘I’m sorry,’ and then you say to yourself, ‘I’m sorry.’ If we all hold on to the mistake, we can’t see our own glory in the mirror because we have the mistake between our faces and the mirror; we can’t see what we’re capable of being. You can ask forgiveness of others, but in the end the real forgiveness is in one’s own self. I think that young men and women are so caught by the way they see themselves. Now mind you. When a larger society sees them as unattractive, as threats, as too black or too white or too poor or too fat or too thin or too sexual or too asexual, that’s rough. But you can overcome that. The real difficulty is to overcome how you think about yourself. If we don’t have that we never grow, we never learn, and sure as hell we should never teach.”
-Maya Angelou

Paalam Abril ft.Hunger Games

Magkakahalu-halong feelings ang naramdaman ko nung nakaraang abril.

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Masaya, dahil dumating yung tita ko galing ibang bansa. Ang tagal ko rin syang di nakita. Mga 5 years. Kaya namiss ko siya.At ang anak niya.

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Nakakapagod. Kung ang tatay ko ang kanang kamay ng tita ko, kaliwang kamay naman ako. Ako lagi sinasama niya sa pipupuntahan niya at maging sa reunion nilang magkakaklase noon. Natutuwa akong malaman na mga high school friends pala niya yung karamihan niyang nakikibonding sa mga lakad niya-slash-namin.Pumasok tuloy sa isip ko kung magiging ganito din kami ng mga kaibigan at classmates ko nung Gradeschool,Highschool at College.
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Nakakapuyat. Nung nagbakasyon ako sa bahay ng tita ko,laging 12am nako nakakatulog at nagigising ng napakaaga--minsan,5am, minsan 6.swerte na kung maka-7 am ako. NAPAPARANOID AKO. Oo.kapag kulang sa 8-9 hours ang oras ng tulog ko. Ang pangit ng feeling ko kapag di ayos ang tulog ko. Naiirita ako,naiinis at nagagalit sa mga simpleng bagay (overrrr? xD) Oo nga. Sa katunayan, sabi sakin nung isa kong pinsan.. "Ate Roan, bakit lagi kang nakasimangot?" Natawa lang ako. Haha.
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Nakakapagod (for the second time) taga-luto ako at taga-bantay ng mga pinsan at mga kapatid kong umaatikabo ang kakulitan.Mapapatay ko na nga sila isa-isa sa kakulitan e. Buti na lang tinutulungan ako ng isa kong pinsang maayos-ayos naman.
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Naiinitan. Hell yeah. Napakainit. ng panahon.2 beses na nga kong nakakaligo e wala paring talab.
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Nakakatuwa, Kasi buo kaming nagcelebrate ng birthday ng pinsan kong si izabelle sa jollitown. hahaha! Isip-bata mode. chiiiiing xD as in,kumpleto kaming umatend,namiss ko rin kumain dun.lagi kasing mcdo at kfc. Pati nung birthday ng kapatid kong si ria,kumpleto kami. Tas mas sumaya pa nung pumunta sina nica brad at edzen. Pero mas super sigurong masaya kung pati yung iba kong tropa kasama. (ako may birthday?ako?! xD) HAHAHAHA. chenes.
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NATAPOS KONG BASAHIN ANG HUNGER GAMES TRILOGY!!!
emeged, hindi ko tinantanan hangga't hindi ko pa natatapos. Ang saya, sa katunayan nga napanaginipan ko pa yung sarili ko na sumali daw sa hunger games kasama yung buong pamilya ko. Tas naka-jeep daw kami papuntang arena xD patawa lang e. Pero honestly, sa tatlong librong iyon, mas paborito ko yung "Catching Fire" Mula umpisa kasi ng libro na yun, hindi ako naboring-ngan. Tas andami kong laughtrip habang nagbabasa nun. natatawa kasi ako sa ilang character dun lalo na si Finnick. Tas yung pagti-trip nila Katniss at Finnick kay Peeta. Funny. xD
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Kung dati nainlove ako sa character ni Edward Cullen at Jacob Black sa libro ng twilight saga, ngayon, na-inlove naman ako nung umpisa sa character ni Peeta Mellark
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 Mellark
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Mellark, natatawa ako sa apelyido niya Pra-ha-missss xD .Ang galing niyang magsalita at ipalabas ang feelings niya. Feeling ko kapag kausap mo siya,hindi kayo mauubusan ng paguusapan. Sumunod naman, sa character ni Gale Hawthorne.Sa pagbabasa ko kasi nung libro, nakikita ko sa ibang scene yung sarili ko sa kanya. At may mga scene na ramdam ko yung pinagdadaanan niya na maaaring napagdaanan at pinagdaanan ko.Ano raw? wala akong naintindihan. basta nandun na yung word na "daan."
Yown. Peroooo...
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Pero nung napanuod ko na yung movie, Banggg! Hindi nila na-meet ang expectations ko. Yung mga scene na gusto kong nandun,Wala. At hindi lang yon. NAIINIS AKO KAY JOSH HUTCHERSON, yung gumanap na Peeta. Para sakin, mas bagay si Alexander Ludwig sa role na Peeta. Mas bagay pa sila ni Jennifer Lawrence.
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The end. Basahin niyo rin yung Hunger Games Trilogy.Hoy! alam niyo ba? gusto kong sumali sa Hunger games?? HAHAHAHA! mamamatay-tao lang e xD bat ba? e kung trip ko e. xD ano kayang magiging weapon ko kung sumali ako?? hmmm..
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Thanks for reading and may the odds be ever in your favor ;)

thank God =)